I’m in a different season of life right now than I’ve ever been in before. I’m getting close to 50 and my husband and I are experiencing health issues. My grown children have their problems and of course I want to fix everything for them. I recently had surgery and I am having a hard time getting back into the swing of ordinary life. But in light of these momentary trials my God reveals Himself in it all. He assures me that in all things He will bring good out of it and He will be glorified somehow in the process.
Today I am thankful for a Savior who understands how I feel about life and the hurt that comes with it. Despite my bad attitudes and questioning He never forsakes me and never will. Jesus is the friend I’ve never had and I feel at ease showing Him my true self. After all He knows me better than I know myself. I am blessed that out of the billions of people on this earth He chooses to hear me, chooses to love me and chooses to bless me in spite of myself.
I am more in love with Him today than ever before. I think maybe it’s because I must lean into Him more and more and He proves His faithfulness each and every time. Of course the problems in my life still exist but as long as I trust that HE HAS GOT THIS I can get through each day with the peace that passes all understanding.